וזו היא תשובה שלימה
This is perfect return – Teshuvah.
והנה בחינת יחוד זה ותשובה זו היא בחינת תשובה עילאה, שלאחר תשובה תתאה
This state of unity and this return are called teshuvah ila’ah, the higher level of repentance, that follows teshuvah tata’ah, the lower level of repentence.
וכמו שכתוב בזוהר הקדוש ברעיא מהימנא פרשת נשא דתשובה עילאה היא דיתעסק באורייתא בדחילו ורחימו דקודשא בריך הוא וכו’
The Zohar, in Ra’aya Mehemna (Parshat Nasso),10 explains that Teshuvah ila’ah means engaging in the study of the Torah, in awe and love of the Holy One, Blessed be He….
The Zohar goes on to say that doing so makes one worthy of the revelation of the letter vav of the Tetragrammaton,
דאיהו בן י”ה בינה וכו’
for this [letter vav] is the child of yud-hei, or Binah….
Binah is the level of Teshuvah ila’ah, the return of the higher letter hei of the Tetragrammaton. The word itself is a composite of the words “ben yud-hei.” This alludes to the spiritual emotions of love and fear (represented by the letter vav) that are born of the intellective levels of the Tetragrammaton, the yud of Chochmah and the hei of Binah.
(ומעלת בעלי תשובה על צדיקים גמורים בזה היא
(11Herein lies the superiority of penitents over the perfectly saintly.
Seemingly, the study of Torah permeated with love and fear of G‑d, is not the unique prerogative of penitence; the perfectly saintly do this as well. Wherein lies the superiority of baalei teshuvah?
כמו שכתוב בזוהר הקדוש פרשת חיי שרה: דאינון משכי עלייהו ברעותא דלבא יתיר ובחילא סגי, לאתקרבא למלכא וכו’)
As the Zohar states in Parshat Chayei Sarah12 “They draw upon themselves with a more intense longing of the heart, and with great forcefulness, to approach the King….”)
Footnotes
1.Tehillim 51:3.
2.Bamidbar 14:18.
3.Parenthesis are in the original text.
4.Cf. Yeshayahu 59:2.
5.Bamidbar 14:18.
6.Yoma 86a.
7.Sotah 3b.
8.Note of the Rebbe: “Iyov 37:21. The meaning of the verse is that the wind clears the heavens of clouds. So too in analogue, the breath of repentance spirits away the dense cloud of sin.”
9.Parenthesis are in the original text.
10.Zohar III, 123a.
11.Parenthesis are in the original text.
12.Zohar I, 129b.
